I write mainly to self express and I enjoy this perceived distance and sense of privacy while at the same time sharing my deepest innermost thoughts and feelings. I am gonna be 22 in January and I am going through depression while also handling university life. I have no idea about my future and some days, most days I just want to end it. For one I can't handle the repetitive boring routine and ghosts of my past and demons in my mind conspires to take me down in the most crippling way possible.
Tuesday, December 11, 2018
Fickle
My darling your are flickle
One day you begged for me hand
The next you couldn't spare a glance for a second
The third day you showered me wit love
Tuck my hair behind my ears and whisper sweet words
Raining kisses on my neck, running fingers through my hair
Now you turn your back and say you don't care
My darling you are naive
To think I will beg and cry
You come and you go, uncertain as the wind blows
You think you are good at games
Let me show you all the highs and lows
You hoped to put me on my knees
But it my turn to roll
It's a gamble baby, now the dice will show.
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