Lost

Head heavier than lead
Wishing i could rest it
On your shoulder one more night
Alone with the stars
Baring our hearts into morninglight

I know not which is the dragon
Im relentlessly chasing
You...or just the feeling
Every waking hour... to no avail
Mercilessly tormented...to no end

Maybe it is both... perhaps neither
Probably I'm just longing for an escape
Unintentionally hooked to this addiction
Pain or pleasure? No matter... drunk in desire
My fix... nowhere within my reach

Lost... not willing to find a path
Afraid there might not be one
I only ever felt belonged
In your eyes... I found home
Then you turn and say its all an illusion

You shattered my reality
Stole the tears from my eyes
And the breath out my lungs
I lost my words, my voice
Terrified...I'll lose my mind next...