Too heavy a price

I was drowning
But i never should have let you save me
The life line you threw
Shaping to be a noose for me
You keep breaking my heart in two
But evertime it heals, it still beats for you
I can't make sense of anything around me
Everything seems to move but im stuck here
Unable to stop thinking of you and me
My heart aching
Piercing pain shooting through my body
I'm curled in a ball
Tasting my own tears as it falls
How can the world go on
When you don't love me
How can everything goes normally
While I lose what meant the most to me
How can I breathe
If i can never see the twinkle in your eyes
Right before you smile, the crinkle around your lips
As you give me a wink to repay my incessant teasing
Your laughter melts my insides, makes me wanna lay at your feet
Your eyes capturing mine, helding it hostage
While you brand my soul, with your very essence
Every tears that I spill
Hopelessly trying to tame the fires of agony
Desperately wanting to bury my head in your chest
Tasting your lips, savouring your tongue
Once to me was nectar, now the bitterness i can't stand
Unable to erase from my memory, this vile poison stealing my mind away from me...