Ghost/Snowglobe

Maybe one day ill be okay

Listening to our song without tears in my eyes

Recalling our memories without ache in my heart

But right now im driving aimlessly

Wishing I could run into your arms

I kept dreaming

Maybe we could be like 

Barbie and Ken

I couldn't go to you

So I drove where I felt close to you

That parking lot

Where you held me tight

As I cried thinking of losing you

I keep reminding myself I was happy

I was content before I met you

But now that existence felt like a pale imitation

Of the fiery passion I felt with you

How do I build my home in the ashes you left behind?

When all I want is to build an altar and drop down to my knees

Night and day calling out your name fervently 

Like a prayer hoping you would materialise before me

Consumed with thoughts of you, I built you in my mind, in my imagination you are right beside me

Though he is just a ghost, an echo, without your warmth or glow

But he is all I can keep as the rest of you has already been claimed by another 

Our time together is like the first rays of rainbow

Or maybe the first snowfall, 

or better yet the perfect moment in a sunset where the sun is there and not there at the same time

Where the darkness starts to envelop the sky but light still shone through 

And all the glorious hues weaves through the sky

Blending together creating a magical unforgettable masterpiece 

This rare, indescribable feelings, precious and fleeting moment

That will forever be treasured 

That is what you are to me

The song that I heard by accident 

And immediately fall in love with

Playing in a loop in my head

That I keep going back to again and again

Because how it makes me feel

And when you leave

I still feel you, still see you

Preserved in my memory forever

A frozen pocket of peace

A snowglobe that I am trapped within...